i wont always be loving,
yes its sad, but it is true.
its hard sometimes
not to hate yourself
for all the stupid shit we do.
At times i lie away at night
and all i think about is you.
It hurts inside to admit but i
can’t help but hope you feel it to
because i can’t regret
all the memories that made
me who i am
and i cant help but think
you’re out there somewhere
still missing me to death.
and i hope its true
but i won’t hold my breath
to find out that it wasn’t
you
can you feel it too
“
I have arrivedThich Nhat Hahn (via electricgrit)
I am home
In the here, In the now.
I am solid. I am free. In the ultimate I dwell.
(via willbraham)
current state of affairs:
things aren’t like… shitty but….. things are a lot more irritating lately.
justification unnecessary says me. fuck habitual lack of understanding. and fuck being inconsiderate.
I’m not much for talking lately.
Objects stream by,
these great constellations of light
paint my mind
night after night as i fight.
but i fight.
phantom of my dreams
come visit me.
your face I need to see.
It awakens me.
“
I am not denying that great gains have resulted from the evolution of civilized society. But these gains have been made at the price of enormous losses, whose extent we have scarcely begun to estimate.Carl Jung (via joyfulbhikkhu)
(via polygraphictruth)
second guess
the general state of affairs has calmed a bit.
i can’t say i’m in a place i like yet,
but I’m shaking myself of another rut again
and i know how i can get
so i guess i’m used to it.
i focus a lot less.
Helps me to forget the mess.
i’m not sure i’ve done my best but
there it is again; another second guess.
favorite artists: Claude Monet (1840-1926)
“Without the water, the lilies cannot live, as I am without art.”
“I will paint almost blind, as Beethoven composed completely deaf.”
(via willbraham)
Hollywood Forever Cemetery Sings
I know that I’ve been terrible;
you know, it happens all the time.
I used to try and write myself out
in all these stupid little lines
but you burned me down
and tore me up
and now I’m searching all the time
for what i lost cause what I found
its just not fucking mine
YOUR HAND IN MINE
“
Whatever purifies you is the right path, I will not try to define it.Rumi (via emotional-algebra)
(via alscientist)
