May 2013
Toady is my 21st birthday
its about to get ugly
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I came across some disturbing ass shit today. my roommate wrote some weird shit on notepad a left it up and i read it and it was really weird.
It kinda sounds like its about the devil and him being together or like on the same side. and that shit is really just not cool with me.
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Aztec
My Aztec family name means
Lamb of God.
I think its pretty great.
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i think that finally,
this time it’s clear.
I’m still so sadly lost
in last year.
Everyday this year
just disappeared
I wish someway somehow
we could be there.
i would finally
go back and repeat
all the days
that ended up meaning
so much to me.
But there’ll be,
other nights now
other fights now
other days that turn to weeks
that turn to lives now
for you and I
I think...
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just in case you guys didnt know
Phoenix’s album BANKRUPTCY! is fucking amazing. start to finish great. just sayin
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There always came a time when you would crawl away from me You see, I’m not sure if I was enough of the man you’d thought I’d be I always fell down after all these vision here of you and now im falling down this rabbit hole but im haggin by a noose
you know I always had a problem always pushing these things out you see there comes a time in a young mans life where hes gotta do...
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April 2013
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The night is a forest
and I am a child lost amongst
the wonders of her depths
within the confines of a wooden heart.
I am a child,
lost and motherless
searching for what was
scattered around when we destroyed everything.
I am mere memory
of how things used to be
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You were so romantically poetic, your heart in every line. It seems like such a shame that no one ever took the time to sit you down and tell you just how much you mean. I don’t know how else to say it but you mean the world to me.
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There came a time to pass when the world would stop moving and the wind no longer sings or blows your name and the flowers by now had forgotten it. Although I had not.
The mountains prayed silently for the return to their peaks while valleys lie sleeping and stars dance to an infinitesimal beat
humming and lulling us from awake to sleep
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Take my hand
As we walk alone
Together now
through the land
newly blanketed by death
So that we may not lose touch of ourselves
and succumb to the darkness
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Sometimes i think about dying while praying.
It all too often startles me.
Shakes me and makes me think
there might be something
we’re not seeing.
You see, my life,
It erased me.
Is this who i am,
or who it’s made me.
I’m still not the way i was
just mostly maybes
and at night when I’m alone
I am a baby.
But i don’t know my mother
or who could save me
“The West won the world not by the superiority of its ideas or values or...”
– Samuel P. Huntington (via seinedoll)
#1 in amorality and flexible tolerance for injustice & human suffering!
(via thepeoplesrecord)
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So my front door is right next to my neighbors front door and its kinda weird. We both have three people living here. We both have three cars. We just moved in and they just moved some stuff out today. I feel like we are being forced by the universe to know each other soon
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In a season I managed to :
Get off the streets
Get out of CA
Get out of AZ
Get back to TX
Get a job
Get a car
Get a house
Get a dog ((coming soon))
that’s kind of sort of a lot.
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I’ve been thinkin about what I want for my birthday.
I don’t make a lot of money like in my good days.
Things haven’t been the same since LA.
I don’t feel the same.
I’m lookin for a change.
I’m thinkin about
Just lockin up myself
With my dog and a guitar
Sit down and write it out
Until I make something of myself
that I can share with someone else
and...
