I came across some disturbing ass shit today.
my roommate wrote some weird shit on notepad a left it up
and i read it
and it was really weird.
It kinda sounds like its about the devil
and him being together
or like on the same side.
and that shit is really just not cool with me.
My Aztec family name means
Lamb of God.
I think its pretty great.
haven’t really seen you guys lately. this is my face these days.
pretty much the same. took all my dreds out. didnt have to cut any hair.
no regrets. might do it later on again. i need love
So my front door is right next to my neighbors front door and its kinda weird. We both have three people living here. We both have three cars. We just moved in and they just moved some stuff out today. I feel like we are being forced by the universe to know each other soon
In a season I managed to :
Get off the streets
Get out of CA
Get out of AZ
Get back to TX
Get a job
Get a car
Get a house
Get a dog ((coming soon))
that’s kind of sort of a lot.
I got a sweet ass car.
Just signed a lease today.
Things are lookin up.
Gonna get a dog soon.
I’m pretty excited
I really need to get my hands on a stable supply of weed.
I need it for smoking. Like asap. The fuck actually.
Someday soon I’ll get to waste away
I’ve barely eaten any real food in the past five months.
What the hell is happening
Sealed the deal
By sundown tomorrow I will be the new proud owner
of a 78corolla for a grand less than the asking price
with enough cash for new tires and brakes.
I feel so great. This is finally happening for me.
Still cant sleep.
Happy 2nd birthday.
Getting a car in a day.
Life’s about to change again
When i walk out of here
This place will change.
I guess what it is I’ve been missing
is the feelings of safety and familiarity with someone.
I miss someone being able to just look at me
and have a sense of understanding
instead of a general sense of confusion and not knowing.
I don’t want to not make sense to anybody.
I want people to know me
I can’t remember the last person I found genuinely interesting
Mitch Welling, You right now are everything.